Which of the 5 continents?
What exactly is the question? What I wanna do or Where I wanna do it?
So, the more options that I have the more confused I get. What is it that I gotta do today? What is it that I gotta do tomorrow and what is it that I like to do today? and what is it that I like to do tomorrow?
I start thinking as an engineer and I gotta confess, I do like the way that I think as an engineer. I have always liked engineering and I've always wanted to be an engineer my whole life. So what is it that makes me doubt it now? Is it money? Is it security? Is it not wanting to work now? Is it still wanting to be in school? Is it just being bored of every day life? Is it not finding a job as soon as I want? No patience? What do I gotta do? Start thinking of other options? Or is it just a phase?
Do I have to focus on finding a job? Do I have to research on getting into dental school? Is there gonna be a shortage of engineers or a shortage of dentists in a couple of years? Do I gotta ask for other people's opinions? Or should I just decide? Because, asking questions results in having more options and that is just what I don't need at this point?
Moving back to Iran? Staying in the States and living this life? Going back to Europe? Maybe I should just try out something new and start a new life in Australia! SERIOUSLY, WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH ME?
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